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Wednesday, February 28, 2007



Just finished baking my pineapple cookies. shape abit odd...but nvm la...at least people know its homemade. Took pictures of the pineapples...wanted to blog about it, somehow no mood..

Faced quite a big quarrel jus now between my brother and my dad. Usually i don't handle this myself.. My mum is always around. But my mum had went for her ex esprit colleagues gathering.. But i thank God i managed to handle it well. All glory to God. Somehow i think my brother is mature in some sense...but sometimes i still wonders why he will react in a certain way. Anyway.....

Read huiyee's blog few days ago... Was thinking she must have alot of feelings and thoughts within her which she had kept for quite sometime. I was touched to see her last picture...of an old couple, holding hands. How nice . . . I wish to see myself in that picture, with my husband. I really desire someone who can fulfill this..most importantly, someone who has the confident not to abundant me even when he is busy.

The thought of having that perfect someone in your life is not easy. Your paths might cross, but once missed, you may not have a second chance. The question is "Is he/she the one for you?" Sometimes we ponder, but when things are getting on well, we tell ourselves we are on the right track. But you know something, its never a coincidence for both of you to know each other. There is a purpose.

I've learned to take things easy. Somehow i know i no longer "chasing after the wind". Though as humans, i tend to widen my imagination.. till sometimes i couldn't sleep at night, but i'll still wake up the next morning, rearranged all my thoughts and go for work/school. Somethings can't be rushed, somethings can't be forced. I'm planning for a trip to melbourne this year if time/financial means allows me to go. Probably squeeze some time if i can to join yee. . .

Tests and projects coming up.. Going for my study break next week..means break from work. Bought a pair of shoes from converse just now... THANKS weiyuan for that voucher. Hehe... Will be goin to work tmr morning, meet kelvin for lunch before going school for finance class. CNY ending soon....Bbq on sat for my colleagues. This year my dad's classmates no gathering..so we intended to have bbq to celebrate the last day of new year. Hehe.. Shall upload some photos soon...


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Saturday, February 24, 2007




Had KTV sesson on the 4th day of Chinese new year with my uni friends. Thought of uploading the photos of these 2 days of ktv, but i didn't charged my camera today. So too bad.. Sang with jiahui & zhixian this morning at cineleisure before going 2 school for finance class.

3 days of finance lessons this week. I really find it hard to cope. Its the 4th topic already and i know nuts about it. Feeling quite worried. Recieved our test dates yesturday. 4 days in a row for all 4 modules. Its even worse than exams period, at least there is still breaks in between. Haiz... which means i have to start burning mid night oil.

I'm watching this hongkong series "always ready". Wanted to watch this for quite sometime already. This will be my last show before i start studying. =( Will not have time to work.. Might need to talk 2 my parents about it. Hope they will be understanding towards me.

Gd night everyone . . .


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Where is your ultimate DESTINATION? For me, its definately HEAVEN.

Yellowren's production, THE DESTINATION concert was terrific. Though i admit i wasn't very eager or anticipating for this concert, but it prove me wrong. I enjoyed myself, as much as i enjoyed casting crown's concert. Well done!

Its been four years since Sis xue qi's death. This is the first time Chee kong openly speak up about this incident and testify it to the congregation. It was quite a big thing in church at that point of time. He testified during the 2nd song and the "tap" just continue to flow....and flow... till the end of the concert. Pastor Mong yee wrote a song for xue qi and her grandmother. She backslided for 6 years and its because of her grandmother that she came back to God again. It just speaks to my heart how God uses Chee kong and how he pick himself up once again from those shattered pieces. We are humans. We tend to question God during the times when things are just so unexplainable. But its faith that brings us through the unbelievable, its faith that brings miracle. Now Chee kong's parents are saved, xueqi's family members are saved..and he is blessed with a partner. Only God can do the miracle.

I was at the alter call towards the end. Shedding tears.. not only for myself, but for someone else.


Dedicated to you
Though i may not know whether you will read this post, but i just want to let you know. You might not say it out, but in case you don't realise, you have already backslided. You have lost the passion to serve God, the discipline to come to church and i doubt you even pray at home. Soon, you will find all those you are working hard for, meaningless. You don't have the peace, the joy that God can give you. Working hard for everything in life don't get you anywhere. You will have the same excuse once you step into the working force. I stand in front of the alter, crying. God hears. I can cast all my troubles, heart-brokeness, weakness to Him, God bears it all. But i cannot stand in front of the alter, raise that hand up for you to renew your relationship with Him once again. Pastor Mong yee says "Even if only you alone were in this earth, Jesus will go through the same suffering just for you".


To be frank, i couldn't sleep two nights ago. I had this sudden fear of death. Regardless of illness, sudden death or accident. Would i want my love ones to suffer together with me? Do i still need someone elses love for me and feel loved even for that short period of time before i go?

I realise, its not how long u live, but how well you live. I want to live everyday with meaning. Even certain thing, i want to enjoy doing it and not be forced to do it. When i was young, before i came to know God, i went to Australia with my mum, together with her friend and her daughter. We stayed over at some auntie's place. One night, they were chatting and came to know she knows how to predict the future by looking at one's palm. I remember very clearly that she told me i had a short life span of 25 yrs. She even told my mum's fren she will have a son. True enough, not long after she came back to singapore, she is pregnant.

I did not enclose this to anyone before. As a christian, i know i shouldn't believe in all these. And i believe God has His own timing. Even if i have a short life span, i really hope i can live it meaningfully. I may not go through certain parts of life like getting married or even have my own children, but at least i know i have lived it well..



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Wednesday, February 21, 2007



20 Feb, Tuesday : Sentosa tour with Cafe Del Mar

Was so bored during the 3rd day of Chinese New Year. Was home for the three days, other than running errands or paying a very short visit to my aunts and uncles. Therefore, i decided to ask yee out since she say she will be free on wednesday. Yup.. And we decided to visit Cafe Del Mar. Managed to pull ying ying along..
After stepping out of the carpark, our cameras start snapping all the way. Heard about the flower exhibits at sentosa, but it was too late already. So we just went round taking photos nearby the carpark.


What am i doing?


Close up?


Another view?

After our stupid acts, we return to the car as i've forgotten to bring my handphone along. Met my uni friends. We sat together. I'm glad they can get along well with my uni friends. haha.. Think they know most of my friends already. I think its very cool...

The 3 of us :


My Uni friends :


All of us :


Cafe Del Mar is a very nice place to chill. Too bad we couldn't get the bed as we need to have a minimum spending of $400. Hai.... but the lightings makes the whole place look so beautiful. we chat till I've forgotten to take pictures of the place. Sorry guys.. Promised to go back there again... I was talking to ying and yee about having a girls nite out at sentosa one of the saturdays. Hopefully most can make it. But that stupid ying gt to work... haiz..Wonder when will we have a chance. Though Most of the things in Sentosa were man-made, but its better than nothing rite?

I like those blue sparkling lights . . .


And....before we leave... We tried our "favourite post" again.



I think this picture of martin is quite funny. All of us just laugh... It looks real rite? That was yee's idea. Well done.



Last but not least, thats us again . . .




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Tuesday, February 20, 2007



Its the 2nd day of Chinese New Year. Went to church yesturday with my parents. Glad mayfen came. Pastor Marion reminded us about the things we should do during Chinese New Year. But for one thing i never forget pastor always reminded during new year, is to be forgiving.

Its not easy to forgive i guess. It happens to me, happens to my family. Its so sad to hear the stories again and again every year, or even new news added. I really wish things will be better next year.

Spend most of the time watching vcds at home with my mum. Went to my aunt's place just now. Then to my another uncle's place. Both at woodlands. Thought i won't have much chances to go woodlands anymore. Its so near yet so far..

Decided to invite the vball cliques to my place tomorrow. Kinda bored at home ya... haha.. But after tomorrow school will start. Hope this CNY thingy will end soon. Ang baos as usual, not many. Just live with it bee!

School starting from wednesday all the way till saturday! Haiz... boring. Friday is the Destination concert. Hopefully i'm able to invite friends. I'm looking forward for shopping spree after new year. I'm sure there is alot of post new year sale. hehe...

I think its easier to blog here. Especially when u wanna upload pics. =)


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Saturday, February 17, 2007



The Drama was totally different from the usual. It was another level up. However, it was not what i expected. Anyway good job Region C. The games were good, food was not bad. Pastor Quek shares a very powerful message about vanity. He quote about the canto-pop singer leslie chung. He committed suiside in 2003. The actual reason was yet to be found. I guess it is just the emptiness in his heart. Everything is meaningless without God. Yes. I remember times when i've lost everything. No one was beside me giving the push to go with life, but God did. No one was there to warmth my heart, but God did. When i was lost, He is there for me. I was lost, but now I'm found. Thank you Lord.

Yee & I headed to The Bottles Tree Park.

I wanted to visit this place for quite some time already. Its really very romantic. Maybe can try visit this place when you are free. Took many photos with my new camera. Hehe...

My favourite picture of the night Thats Us!



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