Was reading blogs of some friends earlier on and it brought some thoughts that i would like to share. Quite random...but ya bear with me alright?

I was looking at the pictures of some of my classmates. I miss them.. We (sandy & me) didn't turn up for some gatherings... hmmm...i guess we weren't comfortable if either one of us couldn't make it. But i do hope we still have the opportunities... It will be good to catch up with all of them.... just like how i did with my poly friends.

Sometimes i may be irritated with my parents....for the discomfort and pressure they give me. The never ending quarrels due to work or even little things at home do make me "hate" them sometimes. But i still thank God for preserving their relationship. Not easy to be in a marriage for so many years... especially when both think differently... But bad things always come to an end. Remembering the nights i was at my playground praying & crying... the time when i just walked out of the office crying... the times when i had to console my mum, at the same time crying... the times i had to be the strong 1 at home making sure that things are ok. Now, i did not ask or talk about their business.. mainly because it will just make me feel so burdened and helpless. Be it good or bad, i don't want to interfere. I somehow sounded to them that i don't wanna take over... too much for me i guess.. I just hope to get a job and live a normal life. A normal happy life.

ok..enough of heavy matters.

Had great time with yy & xl at kbox this afternoon. They took leave for our batam trip, but was posponed. We sang and dance...haha... But i think we didn't sing enough! We'll definately sing again soon....yes girls?!

Watched 2 movies in a row... Thanks ah for that horror show...

Tired...time 2 sleep.

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Besides playing volleyball, we plan to meet up for some drinks. And this is the 1st time we hang out together. And of course, the 1st time seeing all of them with alcohol. Funny people. We had so much fun singing too... too bad ying wasn't there to join us. =p

Xiaoli taught them a new drink. Lemon drop? ya i think so.. While they happily drink, eng chuan, known as the "forever late" came later with 2 girls.

I think the new picasa rocks! Had quite a few new templates. And its easy to create collages....

I'm wearing jiahao's specs. Mind you, i couldn't really see with the glasses on... I'm seeing circles circles and circles.....

Had so much fun that day. And i slept till 3pm when my dad wake me up. Sent him to the airport and decided to go for the career fair at suntec. We were so late and in the end, we were just in time for their closing. Failed. Shopped around as there's nike sale.. And hongyi came out with a crazy idea... SHOPPING at MUSTAFA! yup... met winston and off we go..

Mustafa is well known for their casio watches. 20-30+ you can get a pair. haha....But... we bought other stuff instead of the watches. Met con for supper @ the famous yong tao fu stall before going back.

Sunday service was good, with P.chui's sharing. It wasn't a message that answer my prayer.... but just a normal heart warming message that reminds us about having God in our mind. my tears just flow during alter call... Reminding me of God's love for me... always...

Promised Mayfen to go for her cheerleading competition. We rushed down and later knew it was delayed. Nevertheless, the event was fun. Saw her performing.. Good job girl. And know what, SHE GOT 1st!!!! Congratulations Bulldogs!



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I was burnt!! All thanks to the sun on sunday afternoon. Manage to get abit of workout on sunday as i decided to attend the morning service. Woke up real early...But message was good... Sometimes its good to attend the morning service.

Happy Birthday Hongyi! Celebrated his birthday on monday night, planning to "surprise" him with a cake at his block downstairs. But ya..."surprise" cuz he doesn't look surprise when he saw us. No Fun!

Went for a jog yesturday with yy & xl. We decided not to spend on kick boxing anymore...but will dedicate this day for exercise. I guess we'll go swimming next tuesday. I guess the jog was much more effective den kickboxing lor.. Don't u all agree??

Shopping with Germaine. We didn't get much, or rather she didn't get anything. I jus bought a pair of FBT shorts, dumbells and a scrub glooves. And i went back home to sleep shortly. I have been sleeping abit too much recently...hahaha....

Buffet tomorrow.... More things happening this coming weekend! And there goes my 1 week break. Will be back studying next week. Exams date are out. 6 & 8 May. Means i have to start studying early. =)



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I've just submitted my LAST project!!!!! Yes, the VERY last one (hopefully). So so tired... I could have finished it so much earlier if i did not go out for supper last nite. Nevertheless, I enjoyed myself at supper with weiyuan yesturday!! So much to catch up...but so little time. I think i did blogged b4 that he is one of the few friends whom i SELDOM see, probably 2-3 times a year? But we'll still have alot of things to talk about.... Not the very surface kind of conversation, but i could say, we know each other quite well. Oh....His dad bought a new car!! Still as big as b4... haha.....

I was re-watching part of "tang xing feng bao 2" just now. Yet, i still cried as much as the 1st time. So much for being emotional...... Anyway, i got to prepare myself for HOF alrdy! cya!!

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I happen to type the wrong blog add and it brought me to joyfulworld.blogspot.com. The 1st word that caught my attention wad "God, i hate you". Makes me ponder why would people hate God? Because their lives weren't what they wanted? or because they've known God and think He is not a good God. Sometime God gets the blame for nothing, what more about us.

Have been busy with my project and test. Daily dosage of mac's ice lemon tea, fries, nestle coffee and also tiesto & armin 05 and 06. Haha... I've changed my studying habits, slightly..... I started earlier and end earlier. Which is good! But i think tomorrow i'll be burned. One night to finish my EG essay which is only half done. Need more coffee tmr....

Come to think about it, after friday, i'm really quite free. More than a month away from my exams. 2 papers. I really hope i can score well because i can focus more.. And now, i have more free time, means i gt more time to study. Have been thinking of the past lately.. And how things will be still be the same... But i know its definately impossible.. Probably is the emo feeling came knocking at the door of my heart once again..

Missed 2 weeks of kick boxing! Argh!!! i need to work it all out! Swimming! Beach Volleyball! Jogging! All in! Well...its time 2 sleep............ Its a long day tomorrow................

Ruth: the biscuits u post on ur blog.... ITS TEMPTING! i bought 1 just now!
Yee: The last conversation with you confirm make me gian! I wanna go surfers paradise!
Ying & Xl: Lets work it out! work it out! work it out!

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Last night was quite a wierd but happening night. Initially it was xiaoli & me only. But i saw many people whom i don't expect to see. Many things happened.. Shocked? Yes. Scared? Yes. But Fun? Also Yes.

Manage to catch up with jiayi as she was also there last night. Then met wenjie & friends also, and we decided to join them. My eyes almost pop out towards the end as i was really tired. Being the sober one, as usually, i am responsible to take care of everybody & make sure things are alright.

Some photos....

I remembering saying most of my female friends around me, or should i say all, are attached (except for a FEW). Complaining about having companies to go out with, therefore i'm much closer to the guys. But now, most of my guy friends are attached (those that i'm closer to).

I was quite sad with the fact that most of them are attached. Not that i'm not happy for them, but probably i have lesser people to hang out with. People do get busy once they have gfs ya??

Today's message was perfect. It make me realised how i should expect things and how i should give generously, without expecting any thing in return.

All along, i willingly give/sacrifice/help people around me, be it in their school work, giving them a lift to somewhere, giving them a treat, showering my care & concern. But deep within me, i'm hoping for some return... or maybe at least some appreciation. I was feeling quite emo recently because i feel disappointed, not appreciated. Many small things that happened caused me to wonder if i should stop doing all these. Being nice to people whom are nice to you issn't difficult, but being nice to people whom don't even give a damn or people who just take all these for granted is way too much for me. It sucks actually.



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Have not been doing much recently.. As IME test and EG assignment due is round the corner, I've been spending my free days studying with germaine in school/kap. Yup, studying with UOL people now as i've lesser RMIT friends now... =(

Had fun @ sentosa last sunday. Celebrated sandy's birthday too.. Its great to know that your friends can clique well with your other friends. Haha.... So much joke & fun even after we went back on sunday. Well...but i had a bad day. Mild food poisonning i suppose. I wasn't feel very good after dinner. And i woke up around 12 plus, feeling worse. And guess what, after talking to hongyi on the phone, i puked. GrrRrr....... Hate the feeling.

Hmmmm..... I think i'll do the islander card. And will try make it for every vball session. Alright.... Time for G12.



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