I have not met the guys for a very long time. Not just hongyi & con, but rather the whole supper group. Blame it on me for packing up my activities to the brim, for putting some of them in my "priority list". But the main reason is because some of them have started work and have been busy with their own commitments too.

I'm glad to meet hongyi & con just now. Not just catching up with what they are doing right now, but more of asking how others are doing. Its quite sad that i have rejected them a few times for supper as its quite late... But im glad most of them are doing fine.

I cherish all my friends very much. As much, i would always wanted to meet up with them. I enjoy our conversations during supper...bla bla...And indeed, we have spent 3 years together, be it doing projects or studying together. From meeting all of them everyday, to now, hardly see them. I do miss the old times though... As some were just supper or study friends, not those VERY CLOSE kind...but i do hope to meet up with them soon, like boy & cliff etc....

Had some quick catch up with hongyi. Its amazing our friendship grew and how open we can be. We were there for each other when we were most "CHUI". We will also share our joy with each other, be it his wakeboarding...even though stimes i don't really understand.. or my church stuff which most of the times he don't understand. hahaa.... Im not sure about him, but definately he was there for me during my "down-est" period if there's such a word. And now, due to our own commitments and our busy schedules, we were just updating each other stuffs that are so personal even during a phone call for just 5-10mins... no need to hav a long coffee session just to talk about some sensitive issues. Its not easy for others to understand our friendship and how close we can be.... Not even my close girl friends... But im sure cindiie can understand. =) I don't want to explain so much or would least want to drift away and let go of such close bondings, because i know our friendship is perfectly PURE and would not even feel guilty towards his gf or even if i have a bf.

There was once due to some cases, a certain issue was brought up. What if he is to make a choice btw his gf and me. He wouldn't know what to do. And of course, if this happens to me, likewise, i wouldn't know what to do.. And what boy did..... he chose his friend. =)

Of course, certain assurance has to be made. And im sure he give enough assurance to his gf. *thinking abt some gossips we had at germ's house today* haha....

Cindiie, thanks for asking about me today, which i have been dying to update u about. Have fun in HK and i see u real soon ya?! Miss ya!~!~

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Something just strike me and kept me bothered for awhile. I talked to ruth and true enough its still too early to judge or make any decision. However, it still bothers me abit.

On the other side, i think i shouldn't be bothered by it so much and to pray about it. It won't be easy definately, but i believe in prayers. Prayers do miracles. =)

Suddenly all my plans were canceled for today. If i knew it earlier, i could have worked lor! but nvm... i am not feeling tat well anyway.

Hmmm...we are still going for above & beyond. Promised Germaine long ago..and i jus nagged at alvin. Hope he will be able to make it!

tts all.... Enjoy ur trip ying!! Hope to see u soon!!!!

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Jesus, Beautiful Saviour
God of all Majesty,Risen king
Lamb of God,Holy and righteous
Blessed redeemer,Bright morning star

All the heavens shout your praise,
All creation bow to worship You

How wonderful, how beautiful
Name above every name, exalted high
How wonderful, how beautiful,
Jesus your name, name above every name, Jesus

I will sing forever, Jesus I love you, Jesus I love you



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I have been slacking throughout the week. Sleep, watch shows, go out. Feel quite lethargic. Heh.... So what have i been doing? A brief account of the week...

Monday:
Was a last minute meet up with michelle & nihui with ying ying. Think i've blogged about it earlier. so read my post on monday.

Tuesday:
So much of going out.. I slept ALOT on tuesday. All the weekend activities and the overdue-d lack of sleep, i make sure i made it all up. Heh...Literally on my bed the whole day. Met ying, xiaoli and jiayi for a swim. Our usual workout day. Have not swam for about 3 weeks. Feels so good. Den we met alvin for dinner... Cuz i haven seen him for a LONG time!!! Ever since he got Alva!

Wednesday:
Another nua day. Did nothing and just wait for cell group at night. heh.... Shiok!

Thursday:
Went for a interview and felt cheated. It was an MLM company. Humph! And since kebin has a half day off, we met earlier and watch Wolverine! Finally, a weekday we don't hav to rush. Since it was still early after our show, we decided to take a ride to sentosa since we both have our islander card with us. Quite an experience! And Happy Birthday DOYLE LIM JIAXING!



Friday:
I got a part time job from weiyuan! Was assisting Marketing & design for their HP team building event. I was stationed at upper thomson casuarina prata house. Shiok. I ate their famous tissue prata. Hehe...and i had fun working there with my partner who is also from SIM-RMIT. We have quite a number of common friends.

Had an early night on friday. After HOF, met xiaoli & alvin for early supper. Idiot vin. Got a cheap business class tix to hongkong. Had a long chat with vin.... I truely feel quite sorry for him. Its quite sad to hear such things from him and to see him being bothered by it, however i hope he will settle it and will be alright soon. No matter what, im sure we as friends will be there to help him.

Saturday:
Though i was home early, doesn't mean i get to slp early on friday. So i still don't have enough slp b4 i was up on saturday morning. Was cracking our brains for places to go the nite b4 and we decided to jus catch a movie b4 moving down to marina barrage. And it so happen that there was an event going on at marina barrage, some art festival performance.

I was wonderful to hear Pastor Chui preached again. Her msg never fail to inspire me or touched my heart. I may have disappointments recently... but i thank God for reminding me that He is faithful. He reminded me of how he send people when i was down, how he make situations not as bad when it can be worse. The times when i think its the end when He brought light to darkness... Sometimes i can be so stupid and be so bothered about certain matters when i forgot that there is a God who will make things possible just for me. Im imperfect. Nobody is perfect. But He can help me, guide me through to "perfection". My sense of "perfection" is not "flawless", "no faults", "wonderful", "successful" and etc... my sense of "perfection" is also accepting the imperfection. Why are we so bothered about making mistakes, doing the wrong thing or even at a wrong time? We are human beings after all. =)

Im so glad that i have a God that plans and guides my future. Thank You. I can be quite silly sometimes. I'll just pray that i'll look onto HIM for guidance and believes that whatever He does in my life is for a better future. I'm happy now.... As i won't be buried with all questions and worries....

Last but not least, Happy Birthday the Yip brothers. Called wenjie last night to make noise again. Haha.. can't wait to see the rest of them. Will be busy this coming week. Many meet ups as well as birthday celebrations. Guess will have more photos to share... stay tune!


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Tentatively, nothing is going to happen. I'm not sure if its good or bad. Well...just see how it goes. I don't know how long will i let it be in this way... i really don't know. I don't know how shld i react or behave now.. Though i told myself i hav to take a step back, yet im not sure if i can do it. I'll try... =)

I miss hanging out with jaecia they all. I miss them. Spoke to her just now and i'm really looking forward to the next meet up, which is next week. Hopefully the bday boys are free. haha....

Going for an interview tomorrow. for a 2 weeks job. Hopefully i can get it. Cuz it will end jus in time for my church camp! yeah!

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Exams are finally over. Its time for bee bee to take a good break.. Well, instead of resting, i've been out since sat. Hah! Yet, i enjoyed myself....

Was out the whole sat. Sang KTV, walked around, ate dian xiao er, walked around and finally, we went to 愛琴海. I've long wanted to visit this cafe, but no chance. It was nice.. Just that the drinks there are abit expensive. Yet.. another wonderful day, wonderful company.

It was Mother's day on sunday! I treat my parents to Aston. Heh...since my bro is working tat day, so we decided to have a meal there. His chef was nice. He gave us additional beef steak and chicken chop. Wow...ate to our hearts content. =) And we continued to have our dessert at veneza ice cream.Went to meet michelle with ying ying today. haha....literally travelled the whole of singapore today. Nihui came to lunch with us too! Had a good catch up and promise, the next meet up will be real soon, when sandy comes back from korea. Went to michelle's house too. Her baby is really cute!!
Had a heart to heart talk with yingying on our way home. She did manage to open me up abit. I'm glad i could really thought it through.... Why would i want to expect when i don't want people to expect anything from me? why would i be so affected by the insensitivity when i know there is care. Sometimes i just hate myself to be so over sensitive and over emotional.. hmmm........

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Hmmm...since im free and refuse to touch my notes again...i decided to blog.

Im really quite curious to find out what happen to my 2 dear friends, but i couldn't get any info from them. Humph! Friday u better tell me the full story!

Got some insect bites last friday while "chilling" at some playground. Argh!!! And the bites are getting itchy-er. Finally, i decided to use my only med, mopiko...

Studying IME the past few days was so much more relax as compared to the other sems. I'm not sure why but probably its our last semester and we just seem so heck care. Haha... Can't wait for the papers to be over.

Tentatively, i'm meeting my beach friends for some coffee session after hof.. Yay! Sat will be another fun day and at the same time get some groceries for mothers' day! i've decided to cook for my family on sunday. No beach vball this sun though........=(

hmmm...... some thoughts. I use to be quite negative if people were to tell me "you look better if u were to slim down a little" or "yes, u shld exercise" or something along that line, indirectly or directly telling me i should loose weight. Yet, i start to look at another perspective. I would see as exercising is a way to keep fit, or even training myself to be more self-discipline and not keep compromising in doing something. Not say i'll be on a diet and force myself to loose lots of weight just to look better, but probably to look healthier. Many people thinks i'm much tanner now.... And i'm happy with my tan. Just that the freckles are pissing me off! argh!

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