Amazing grace

How sweet the sound

That saved a wretch like me

I once was lost,

but now I'm found

Was blind, but now I see

'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear

And grace my fears relieved

How precious did that grace appear

The hour I first believed

My chains are gone

I've been set free

My God, my Savior has ransomed me

And like a flood

His mercy reigns

Unending love, Amazing grace

The Lord has promised good to me

His word my hope secures

He will my shield and portion be

As long as life endures

My chains are gone I've been set free

My God, my Savior has ransomed me

And like a flood

His mercy reigns

Unending love, Amazing grace

My chains are gone

I've been set free

My God, my Savior has ransomed me

And like a flood

His mercy reigns

Unending love, Amazing grace

The earth shall soon dissolve like snow

The sun forbear to shine

But God, Who called me here below

Will be forever mine

Will be forever mine

You are forever mine

Yes, this is the amzing grace we all know, be it christians or non-christians but we sang this at the funeral wakes or even at the alter call. How i wish i could upload this song into this blog and share this song to you. It is an improved version of the amazing grace from Chris tomlin. I'm touched once again by His amazing grace, amazing love. Because of Him, my chains are gone and i'm set free. Thank you Lord.

Finally, WIL done. I did it overnight and manage to submit the assignment this morning at 8.30 before going home to sleep at 10am. I am so drained out till i was still so sleepy when i woke up at 6pm. I guess i need an early rest tonight. I'm happy to be able to download all the new songs recently. I miss christians songs... And they can never be boring.. As what Pastor says, Methods can change but message must be the same.

3 essays due end of August. I wonder how i can handle all these. But, i believe with the strength of God, I'll be able to go on. That doesn't mean i will have no life! All i need is the peace of God with what i'm doing.

=Fixing crab in process=

I badly needed a break. Its 4.36am and i'm still stuck with all my link-ups. Stupid WIL.. How can i finish all the 10 link-ups by sunday. Oh..God..i need your wisdom and ideas badly..

Suppose to have lunch with mayfen and ting chun after church. Stupid mayfen overslpt, so left with terry, tingchun and me. We were like roaming around orchard, no money to shop, i jus follow them around. Basically we just "sit and eat" followed by "sit and drink".

Then, met the girls for dinner at lemongrass. The tom yam soup is so spicy! hehez... We had a 30% off the total bill and thanks terry for the treat! Good to meet up with them and we were like jokingly teasing terry for replacing trina in our group. Hee... I miss you TRINA KOH!

Had some desserts after our dinner as it was still early. The dessert place wasn't fantastic. I was quite amazed that we still have alot to talk about as we don't hang out often anymore.

Met hongyi later for coffee at Holland before proceeding back home. It was a tired day but i enjoyed myself.

I've met up with all my friends. Though i expected 1 more meal but i'm fine with it. I am planning a trip to KL to visit my aunt. Hopefully 1 weekend. Projects and assignments coming up. Kinda busy. AND the latest news, I am fired by my parents on sunday. Guess i'll just take up some tuition and some banquet waitressing at night after my dad find a replacement for me and after i handover all my stuffs.

We were celebrating for each other's birthday. Because our birthdays falls on the same day! Happy birthday Ruth!

Carine and Sherrie were late. The 2 of us were so hungry, till we eat our cake. Thank you Ruth for buying that cute little Oreo cheese cake for me.

I'm greeted with an earthquake. Sharleen, jiahui and kelvin actually plan it. They actually get a waiter to deliver the earthquake and the present. Haha..i was shocked. Hehe... Sharleen and kelvin were the surprise guests of the night. Thanks for the great effort. I met all my besties in one day.

The group picture.

The birthday girl with each individual.

And...

Just 30 minutes ago, I had my last celebration of the day with my family.

I was damn pissed initially. Was it just me? I really don't know. 3 years in a row i was asked to get a cake for myself? Hello? I'm the birthday girl, so what if you are going to return me the money later. On my 20th, my mum did that to me. 21st, I get my own cake because I'm celebrating. I did all the preparation and stuff, no complains. 22nd, my dad just send me a msg to ask me 2 get a cake today as my mum will be leaving to KL tomorrow. Have i forgotten any of your birthdays? Everyone's birthday we get to hav a meal outside, this time none. Was it because i'm big enough to get my birthday cake and i look the most "chin chai" person at home and that probably shows that i don't care?

I was so damn pissed off till my tears started rolling... I was like...wat?! After amore, i control myself and went home. Decided to just cool myself down and have a proper dinner at home. Guess what, my parents started quarrelling. Didn't want to meet my friends for supper initially, but i was so irritated that i need some fresh air. Met hongyi for coffee since others can't make it. Was feeling better after taking a break from home.

Thank God i didn't really vent my angers at home. I feel guilty too for leaving home just like that. In the end, we didn't celebrate. Mum bought me a perfume. So nice of her. But i cannot blame the quarrels, just that it falls on the day that they shld be celebrating for me. Forget it.

Hope things will be better tomorrow. Meeting yee for another round of NB aerobics tomorrow morning. Getting pretty emotional this week.. and i hate it.

On Friday, we went to holland V after HOF. Was suppose to chill there but end up we went different places and i tell you, I'm really tired at the end of the day. Well time spent with my besties...

Some killing time session at some back alley at sentosa. Call me stingy! I refuse to park before 12am cuz there is extra charge. Haha...But better than alvin, he choose to park somewhere further, which do not cost him a single cent. Oh please, its just 1 buck!

I had my first celebration on friday. Though it wasn't a surprise anymore as i sort of guess it, i appreciate them for the effort. Thank you yee, ying and xiaoli for going 2 church with me and later spend time with me till 6am in the morning. Thank you too sandy for finding time to meet us yest even after ur work and almost cause you to have a quarrel with your boyfriend. And thank you alvin for forgoing your clubbing last night to celebrate my birthday.

Taken at cafe delmar. Some photos are still with ms yee yee. I wonder how long will she take to send me... Haha...

Saw many ppl last nite. Had some ice cream at holland V. Coldrock. It was packed! We decided to give it a try though it was EXPENSIVE. Well, Samuel and gabriel will be working there.. so hopefully we can get some free scoops from them soon. haha..but who will visit holland v in the day time..=( Saw taufik at the shop too! He look quite "dao" though...

I saw Daren Chen shi Wei! He is so cute! haha...All the girls thought so.. Hehe.. But c'mon, we girls think too much. Got to know one of our senior is singing at dragonfly. Though i duno who he is, but at that time, sandy and i was thinking he is very charming. Haha...

Was sending ying ying home last nite while we had a short chat in the car. She was telling me that i will look for someone whom i love for than he does. I paused for awhile and later agree with her. My past experience do prove it doesn't it? I was feeling a little "emo" is slowly creeping in, especially when my birthday is round the corner. I was telling hongyi that i hate birthdays, especially mine. Cuz its the day that you'll expect a little more and you will also feel disappointed most of the times. I don't know why but it always happens. Especially this year where i have nothing to look forward to, i'm just letting the days passed by and hopefully july 18 will be over soon.

I thank the 1st friendster message from weisiang, which is like 1 week before, the first birthday cake presented during G12 last week and also my dear besties for celebrating with me yesturday. You guys really made my day.

Over the weekends, i spend my time at kelong at some place in Malaysia. It was an experience for me since i'm not been there. The weather was really hot initially but the evening sunset was good and food was good too.

Had great time at nite playing games with the rest but most of the time i'm with jaecia. Haha... we were the only few that dislikes mahjiong. Anyway, overall not bad.

Was disturbed internally ever since last night. Sounds like i'm the silly one, even though outsiders feels so. I told God i need to be strong, and i will be. Heard from my mum abt my aunt's condition. Its not on a bright side but will continue to pray for her. Mummy don't feel good also and i hope i can pay her a visit soon.

I hate to feel this way. Many things happened and made me feel uncomfortable. The more i want to cherish those around me, the more helpless i am..

Manage to edit my photos for the BBQ last week. Had alot of fun at the condo, though i barely know some of them, but everyone was friendly. =)

Was out till very late 2 days in a row. Friday nite was fun but was quite out of place though. Company was good with alvin and gang and also hongyi and gang. I was almost lost!!! thanks to hongyi! Had supper before heading home.. Met new friends and susan's brother who is also my senior finally thinks tat i'm familiar. haha...

Suppose to shop on saturday but woke up late. Finally i got to change my dad's shirt.. After so long...Thanks suzzie.. Hehez.. Went to join jacia, wenjie and raymond and continue 2nd round at partyworld. Can't believe myself singing with a broken voice. ArgHz...I'll be back soon after i recover. Still considering whether to join them for kelong next week. Had been wanting to go there.. but see how lor....