This photo was taken during ruth and my birthday this year. Yes, Ruth and I share the same birthday. We're glad to have sherrie and carine with us that day. We use to be from the same church, but sherrie left to another church few years back. I miss you sherrie, but i'm happy for you too. To see you so blessed. I don't need to worry for you. Ruth, i really hope to see you every week, though i know sometimes you do make effort to come on sunday. Try to come every sunday k? And carine, I miss the carine in the past. The cheerful and innocent carine. I don't want you to hide your emotions when you are with us, i want the real you back. We always love you, you know we really do.


I have not met the brothers for a long time. Due to our busy schedules, my tests and projects, weiyuan's trainings.. We hardly have the time to meet up. I miss talking to them, hanging out with them. As i've said, we use to be very close, but not now. Yet, we'll never run out of topic to say whenever we meet. Hehez..


They are my close friends, beside joleen and zhiwei in church. We don't really talk anymore except for a few times, terry and tingchun will meet me for dinner. Although richard and terry are studying in SIM, we hardly meet up. And usually after service, i'll leave church, we do not have the opportunity to talk. I always enjoy their companies, be it their hilarious jokes, nonsense or even at times we had serious conversation. I believe we still have the trust and the basic chemistry. I miss them all..



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i think i'm really into online shopping. Save the time travelling down to orchard or bugis to shop for tops or dresses. Simply jus log on to the websites and they are so much cheaper. Only risk... it might not fit.



Anyway, i've jus bought a shorts from old navy. HmMm...and i've bought from American Eagle as well.. Wow..think i must cancel the shopping spree after our projects. Or prob jus window shop. But those who knows me well know i can't window shop.



Caught Chuck and Larry last night, at the Gold Class. The sofa seat is SUPER comfortable, i would hav slpt on it if i was too tired. Alvin has 5 free tickets for Gold class.. so we were being sort of "invited" to watch. haha.. The show was bad! Didn't really enjoy the show. Thank God i didn't spend money to watch it, almost did last wed when the school is selling tix for $4 each. Met hongyi and kristel for supper at tong shui before heading home.



I'm happy with my Amore this afternoon. Its a saturday and i'm at home. Half hearted... wanted to go out, but am feeling abit tired. I think i'm getting the U700. I need to find a way to get the $100 voucher.. Consultants please... hehe...



Seems like alot of my friends were sick recently. Hope i would not fall sick as i still have a major assignment to do next week. Exams are drawing near.. And i've decided not to go for a holiday this semester. Starting to plan for some part-time jobs after exams. Need to earn more and save more for next year.



i need to watch my ratatouille by this week. I've miss hairspray and i don't wanna miss this good show. Well, its not as easy as in the past where there is someone out there to watch movie with you.

I got my speakers fixed! no need to go sim lim already. However, i still need to get a portable hard disk.

Have a nice weekend everybody!

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有很多时候，我因为太怕受伤，所以就先放弃。但当我很想捉住时，他也就已经流走了。没有我的日子，你过得好吗？没有你的日子，加了糖的咖啡，也是苦的。我尊总你的选择，所以我离开了。但因为你不快乐，所以我回来了。

在这个夜里，我希望我们能和其他人一样提着灯笼在草园散步。一起观赏美丽的月光和烟花。我只能祈祷明年的这个今天，能和心爱的人一起过。

我不想当笨蛋。不知道我这么做对不对，会不会再一次让我陷入谷底，但是我的心门依然为他而开。就是因为他渴望自由，所以我才愿意放开我的手，给他自由。

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trying out on their new glasses

two blinds

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Had a tiring weekend. 1st, lack of sleep from sat onwards. Had been studying for tests...and thank God its finally over. Overall, i would say not too bad. Hopefully my exams will come and go soon!!!

Went for jaecia's birthday celebration on saturday. I was so tired till i almost fall aslp in the car. HmMm...the night was fun, photos will be uploaded soon.

Today was the submission of WIL project. Bye bye WIL! Yay... yiwei and i were kinda relax now because we left with one project. One VERY BIG one.. After submission, i went shopping with hongyi and yiwei at vivo. I shopped again. Yes..i'm happy with what i bought. i feel like getting a pair of haviannas..the sandals. Theres alot of things i wanna buy, but i'm limited. Haiz....

Met my favourite girls for dinner, celebrating carine's birthday. Its never boring hanging out with them. We took lots of photos too.. I miss hanging out with them.. I really do.

Anyway, i want to watch movie!!!!! so badly... i miss too many shows. And this week is the only week i'm much more relax. Hopefully i can catch a movie or two..

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Was back from Amore and a fulfilling lunch. Surprisingly, i make full use of my morning to do so many things. While having lunch, i looked through my investments notes. HmMm... Hopefully i could pull through the 7pm test later.

Kinda tired of late nights. I'm proud of myself, having the discipline to wake up early for a workout this morning though i slpt late last night. Studied in school yesturday before heading over to west coast mac to study till ard 12 plus. I'm trying to prevent late nights and try to keep my sleeping habits back to normal. I feel more refresh now in the morning. Thank God and i'm happy with that.

Was driving just now when a car infront of me caught my attention. There is no logo or brand names on the car boot but "God emmanuel" and "JESUS". I suppose he/she is a christian. However, he made an illegal U-turn outside jurong point which i use to do so. Well, it seems normal for any cars to do that, but it jus disturbs me seeing this car doing the same. Many a times, we are taught to be a role model, to be careful of what we are doing as others are watching us. But how often we have actually destroy the "Christian image" infront of our friends and colleagues. It may be a small issue that we do not even consider it an issue, but people around us do notice them. I read about the degree of ethical sensitivity in oneself and believe its really true. But becareful, you might not be sensitive even to an issue because of the company you mix ard with. It somehow reminds me of being a living testimony but how often i've failed to do so.

There's another paper tomorrow. I need the strength to study tonight for the paper. Its tough.. God please help me.

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Just got to realise few days ago that i've actually forgotten to wish weiyuan happy birthday. I read my emails and it jus knock me "hey! Weiyuan's birthday over." So paiseh.... Guess will meet him soon. Opps....

Anyway, the reason for me being so forgetful is because i'm so tied up with project. Imagine on sunday, i went to church and after that went to meet my project mates straight. I was so drained till i can even tk a half an hour nap. 2 more tests this week...and we'll concentrate on our projects. YES AGAIN!

I want to watch hairspray and ratatouille... ArgHz! I doubt i have the chance to watch though.... I really really wanna watch...

Haven't been dating for quite sometime already. I really miss those days... The calls, the sms, the wake up calls, the good nite message. Well....I'm just thinking. No need to care about me...

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This is me when i gt bored.

Studied this afternoon at holland V with jezlin. Coffee bean is quite a nice place to study though, but its kinda hot. Probably will try starbucks. Hehe.. We really studied k? 2.5 chapters.. Was so tired and we spend the last half hour talking. Hongyi pop by to say hi and pass me this..

So sweet rite?! haha..Reminds me of what ting chun get me few years back. He planned to give me a notebook with my name on it, but gave me a "faith" instead. Hehez...

Well, back to my studies....

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Friday was the "fun" day in school. There were booths set up in the atrium, duet singing competition and of course the exciting program, Hey Gorgeous. Fiona xie damn skinny la..And her skirt that day was very short.




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Something has been holding me back and things are no longer the same anymore. There's a danger in having a close friend that you really care for so much. Thats a reason why I've stop having close friends. But it jus turns out so naturally that somehow when we are so close, things get sour very easily. And i get pissed off very easily too.

I care and i worried. But the life is not mine. To refrain from getting things heated up, i decided to leave her alone and let her sort out her mind and think what is best for her. I've spoken what i need to say. But somehow i'm still very concern. I hate it when i feel this way. But there is nothing i can do because she is my friend.

No names mention but i do hope she know its her. I love you though you can be stubborn in your own ways. I love you though you may sometimes pissed me off. I love you though you gave me hopes and trash it down after awhile. I love you still no matter what because you are my friend, a friend whom i cherish alot.

I'll still be praying for you and hope one day you will return.

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Projects craze continue this week. UOL started their semester today and the school is packed! Its so hard to find seats now in school.. Doing project in school will therefore be one of our last choice now. There's bazaar also in school now. And there's this duet competition. Hehez...I'll be watching tmr..hopefully i can wake up early. Cuz there is this cute guy singing. Haha...

Met sherrie for dinner. Squeeze at least 2 hours out to meet her. I'm glad to see her again and shawn join us too. yay! free haagan daz ice cream.. Haha..but that means i have to drive sherrie when i meet her. bleah... Had a good catch up with her once again, though it was short, but i enjoyed it. I can really see God's blessing upon her life and i'm realy happy for her cuz she got a caring and loving boyfriend (tts because he say i'm prettier). Haha...Joking.. But i can see he dotes on her alot. Even when we were serving God, we still face trials in life. It all depends how we look at it, even though there are questions in our minds, but we still believe. Thats faith. I still have a friend whom i can share about all my spiritual stuff. I love you girl...

Anyway, after project went to meet alvin they all for supper. The group is always crazy. Can go anywhere for supper and its really fun hanging out with them. Old topics were being brought up again n again, but i think its because we knew each other for a long time, thats y there are always endless topics.

Got the photos from jaecia. Didn't know they took many more photos after i left. I juz realise i've stop taking photos, stop bringing my camera out already. HmMm..i must bring my camera out more often. Think the next time i meet them will be jaecia's birthday.






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Was back from investments discussion. Is this what its suppose to be? The following weekends will be burned out because of projects and tests. How boring can it be...

After investments class yesturday, i went to meet jaecia and gang for dinner. The food was alright and later, as usual, their favourite place at punggol marina country club. Guess they frequent there more than the wakeboarders now. We reached there rather early. I jus sat there, holding onto the mic and sing non-stop. Just before people there got high, we started to sing fast techno songs. Left shortly after the cake cutting. It was mini celebration for sharol's birthday yesturday.

Very shagged. Woke up early for church and went back 2 have my "power nap" before meeting the guys for projects. I'm really tired. Will slp early tonight to prepare myself for a full day tmr. I'm putting on weight. Haiz...

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Caught Borne Ultimatum in the evening with cindiie, chinying and hongyi. It really helps by watching the first 2 episode before watching this. At least i understands the story better. Didn't really attend LM today as half of the time i was at the performance area listening to the contestants singing. We do have people who can really sing man...Their voices are powerful!

Went G12 before meeting cindiie and hongyi again for supper. I realise i don't really eat during supper anymore. I jus drink or have little bites. Haiz..think i'm gaining weight. I need to get back to my diet real soon! HmMm... Ya had quite a long talk with hongyi before going back home. Sometimes i really thank God for hongyi. I don't have alot of friends now that i can really relate too. I remember i use to have doyle, whom was my really good friend. But somehow things have changed now and we're no longer close. I still misses the times when i do have a really good friend to talk to. Yes.....occassionally i have sherrie, huiyee or any close girl friends.. But they are really busy and we don't usually pop certain topics up when we were chatting. It takes time, the right place and the right time to really bring things up to talk about. Yes, i won't bring up spiritual stuffs to talk about when i'm with him, but at least, some other matters, i do have a listening ear, even though through short distance like from the bus stop to school, random topics are being brought up and slowly it goes on and on.

I remember spending lots of time talking to doyle too before being comfortable to tell him some of my personal stuffs. I'm still comfortable with sherrie or huiyee when we have the one to one talk, but i don't see them often. And i realise i need to talk, tell them how i feel in order to change what i think its not right about myself. Its also good to have someone reminding you or supporting you when you are really down.

I know its not the "godly" kind of friend, but i still thank God for a friend like hongyi. Of course, i thank God for slowly increasing my circle of friends in school and also the girls that i can hang out such as cindiie and chinying though i don't know them for a long time.

I really miss talking to someone, miss having a close friend. Though all along, i was hoping that the person i can really relate to is him, but i realise having a close friend that you can talk to, complain to is also very important. Now, like what cindiie say, though i may be like her, don't know what i want, but i have to be sure about what i don't want. I really do hope i can do it. And of course, i want something that is the best for me. And this can only be done when i focus my attention to no one else but to my Lord Jesus Christ.

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人人都说我憔悴了很多。眼袋也非常的严重。可能是因为做工的关系吧！

虽然昨天很早睡，但还是感觉很累。去了教堂后就回家休息。today church was showing the video for amazing singapore last year. I was watching it with joleen when it came across my mind that last year everyone was still here serving God with us. Now, most of them have left. I still see them in the video and it somehow breaks my heart to see some very close ones left church.

2006，我们还是很开心的一起serve God。但是如今都变了。我也发现我以不再是他最重要的第三个女人了。我也不要求什么了，我只希望那一些我非常关心的人，不是为了我，而是为自己，回来serve God.

天气好冷。记得cover blanket. 晚安！

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I would definately want to own this car! Haha... Get hold of hongyi to snap a pic of me in the car. I think its so cool. Anyway, we couldn't test drive the volvo cars. =(


Cindiie and myself at the event. We went shopping at causeway point after work yesturday since it was early for church. Hehe... we both were 2 funny people. Love to walk around even though we stood for 10 hours at work. Finally realise that when we were at pastamania. BooO...



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