Loyalty won't be proven until its tested. Issn't it the same as men? You won't know whether u are loyal to someone until its tested. Now i realise why i'm loyal to certain things or rather someone. Something that Pastor shared really wakes me up. Loyalty to God sometimes requires us to be 2nd to others. Many times when you try so hard to be 1st in someone's heart, you are always not given the attention. I can do my best, but i'm still not given the priority. Its so true issn't? You won't achieve real success until you are willing to give priority to God and be loyal to Him. Loyalty to God must be above our self interest. The world is so tempting. If we always put our interest first, we definately neglect God. Many a times fun carry us away from the Godly benefits. The interest of worldly stuffs had blinded us of the gifts God has for us. But when we are loyal to God, He will honour us. You won't be loyal to anyone is you don't know how to be loyal to God.
Many things have happened recently. I thank God for the message to prepare me for the week. I couldn't bring myself to sleep the past few days but i'm confident that God will handle my emotions when i'm loyal to Him. Was determined to go out yesturday... Don't feel like staying home after project. Went to meet jy and vin for dinner at vivo. Heard many things from them.. And realise how much i've grown up. Though i may be younger than them, but perhaps the things i've gone through cause me to be mature in a way or another. Didn't interfere with jy and mic's conversation..So me and vin went 2 play pool. We talked at my playground while waitin for mic to fetch them to JB. Though i may seem cheerful but i do have my own problems.
Everytime, after i went out, its just back to the same old me. Sometimes staring at the ceiling while waitin to fall asleep.. my mind just wonders off.. but the thing is.. I have a God to pull me back and put me to sleep. I appreciate that...really.
Relationship problems.. Just heard from my friend about his prob with his gf. Hope they will be fine. If you guys are reading this post, i hope both of you will be fine after some cool off.. =)
Planning to go for a holiday after my exams. my exams are well spread out. Thank God. Hopefully this trip will be a better one.
JOY