* j o y k o h's

Tuesday, April 3, 2007






I think these photos are really cool. The effects and colors... thanks to aloysius for introducing this. Was so stressed with our HMT the past few days.. but this enlighten our days. Thats Sherlyn and Karen.

Project handed up. Finance students are free from projects yet we still have 1 paper on monday. Prices and market test 2. Y muz they schedule it so late this semester. Kind of pissed.. but what to do? Marketing and HR students are still rushing for projects this week. Poorthing..

Met up with terry and xinyi yesturday for dinner. We planned to have a "budget" dinner, end up spending alot more. But Terry is kind to pay the extras. Hehez.. We had dinner at sakae sushi and dessert from changing appetites. We did some catch ups like "what's up at evangel" but none of us know the latest news. We are quite low profile now...but still i thank God for them. Though we are not that involve anymore, but i hope they will be faithful still. Though some may have changed their perspective, i still hope God will touch them in a way or another.

Its sometime sad to realise that things are no longer the same anymore. We used to hang out, encouraging each other, sharing testimonies, excited over whats happening in Evangel. But we no longer do that now. Though i seldom hang out with church friends anymore, but i know even if we have this opportunity to hang out again, or rather fellowship, the things we talk about are different. We don't talk about prayers, about preachings, about how all these messages have touched lives. Even if i would to say "pray", it sounded wierd in the conversation. It seems scary...

It saddens my heart. It even questions me whether if i continue to pray and fast, will things change as everybody has lead a different lifestyle now. I did not drive yesturday. Took the train and slowly walked back home even though its late. Listening to my mp3... seems like i'm going back to the times when i don't drive. Will all these be in vain? my efforts and prayers be in vain? As i was reading Mark 1, God showed me the miracles He had done. The many many miracles.... If God can do it for them, He will do it for me. =)

With a peaceful and calm heart, i went to sleep. It was a peaceful night. I slept almost immediately after i lay my head on my pillow. Thank you Lord for your comfort.


* j o y left her prints @ 2:10 PM