I'm indeed blessed again by the message Pastor Marion preached. It once again confirms that I'm called to be in this church. Regardless of whether i do have friends in church or not, or whether i hav someone to talk to after service, I will never want to miss the blessings from God. Thank you Lord for speaking to me.

Forgive the unforgiving. The message had spoken to me to forgive even those who are unforgiving. We tend to blame others or even get frustrated with others who do not forgive. But what about ourselves. Can we forgive those who do not forgive us?

Thought i will be alone this morning but i saw david at the entrance. Sat and talked to him.. After the service, i went down myself, waitin for my mum outside the toilet. I was thinking to myself, am i so pathetic? But it didn't really affect me at all...because I'm blessed and i know my purpose. I'm different... In the past, I'll be affected or even feel sad abt it.

Some thoughts . . .
Was queueing in the toilet when i saw a lady limping out from the cubicle. She gave me a sweet and warming smile. It just stuck in my mind and i can really feel the peace and happiness in her heart. Though she had problems with her legs, i think its a long term thingy, but she still can give me a sweet smile. A normal person, who can walk and talk freely might not be able to do this. Problems and troubles will jus fill their own mind that they have forgotten to smile and bless others..

My throat hurts... Couldn't really sleep well. Will be cooking tonight. Hope a good dinner will makes everyone feel better. Mum will be going KL again tmr. They are having exhibitions there during the weekend. Think dad will go over on thursday. My paper is on friday.. Hopefully things will be fine. pray that i won't fall sick during this exam period. =) God bless...

* j o y left her prints @ 3:10 PM