I'm getting bored again at work. Was browsing through some blog posts and friendsters.. Everyone changed. No longer "young and playful but innocent". Be it good or bad, no one can judge issn't? As i stepped into the office today, suddenly a heavy feeling jus fell, cause me to hav difficulty in breathing.. I don't know why but i just can't let go of my mind.

I whispered a short prayer and went back to work. Its not an immediate effect but it took awhile to disappear. Is this a sign? Should i not demand for immediate effects and just continue to seek Him and have faith in Him? It jus keep bugging me. It was a bad morning. I can't fall... Like what i'm telling yee, we have to be the shinning light for Him and let others know we have the Almighty God as pillar, so we can't fall. I badly need someone to lean on.. Can i? No, because God won't send someone unless i'm strong and totally dependent upon Him.

My cough and flu is getting worse. Having difficulties in slping last nite. The cough is unbearable. Haiz... Y m i so sick..

* j o y left her prints @ 3:36 PM