Over the weekends, my relatives came over to attend my cousin's wedding. We were busy since thursday night and imagine, i caught 3 hrs of slp each day for 2 days. I'm so tired on friday but i manage to complete what i need to accomplish. Kinda proud of myself. wahaha..

Met kelvin on saturday in town. Together with susan, chinying and friends. Now susan know kelvin.. think they can go clubbing together. They are trying to psyco me to MOS that night. Anyway great to meet up with jacia after some time. We went to cafe delmar to chill and they planned to go ausssie in nov. And i mean really planning and im really saving up. Had fun though i plainly eat ice cubes while they were drinking. I enjoy having my snapple and i mean it. DON'T LAUGH!!!

Sent my maid back yesturday. It was like within half an hour and she is out of the house and we fetched her to the agent's place. Now i have to do the household chores myself for 3 whole weeks without my mum. ArgHz.. i hate to do the washing, drying.. what to do...

Just got a news from my mum. My aunt had a relapse of her cancer. It was a shocking news as i jus talked to her 2 weeks ago at the wedding dinner and she even mentioned that she wants to do some accessories business which me and my mum were keen about doing it too. And we plan to source together.. But now..I don't really know how is she. I'm quite worried. What i can do is pray for her. Its terrible to go through the chemo, those scary treatments.

Life is just so unpredictable. You may see a glimpse of light infront of you but slowly turn into darkness. You may feel its a hope for you and later the door is closed so tightly that you may not even think it can be openned. I am quite close to this aunt. She came over to celebrate my birthday last year. I really hope she has the strength to go through.. May God be with her.

Life. We always rush and chase after things that do not belong to us. We are greedy, trying to earn as much as possible that we even let down all our integrity. Chasing after things that are temporary, worry about things that should not be worried. What can be compared to this, when you know you might even go very soon. Alot might say, therefore you must cherish what you have now. But how many people will really do that? Most people only truely feel the lost after their love ones are gone, but won't it be too late to regret. Do whatever you feel its right and don't regret. However, sometimes, you might not be given the opportunity to do certain things. Perhaps its just not meant to be.

Had quite a long chat with mayfen yesturday after church. I'm glad she feel better after the conversation but i hope you won't do anything silly ya? I can talk, i can relate, but how often can i do what i speak. I understand its not easy, but i'm trying to overcome all the trials, all the problems. Some say i'm being emotional, i agree with them. If not i wouldn't have let all small things affect me so deeply. Yet, again, i've said many times, I'm glad to have a God who listens and comfort me in times of need.