Finally, I've made up my mind.

I guess it has been sometime since i really blog. Not on what i'm doing, but how i'm really doing. Compromising upon compromising, I've been telling myself its just the company but not the place. And the voice "I don't drink anyway, so should be alright." Yet, time after time, I feel insecure, i feel empty.

I thank God for designing me in such a way that i don't love clubbing, i hate loud worldly music and simply, i jus "sway" along with the music and dance all night long. Guess its time that i should stop compromising and given all sort of excuse because its someone's birthday.

God touches me in a way or another. How i pray every night, how i desire my prayers to be answered. God rewards all labourers. As long as i did what i should do, God will handle the rest.

1 cor 3:6-7
"I planted the seed, apollos watered it, but God made it grow. So neither he who plants nor he who waters is anything, but only God, who makes things grow."

I planted the seed. And i really want to see it grow. For this, i sacrifice. I hold on to my stand in this area and will not compromise.

Sorry Susan, i would say no this time. However, thank you for your invite. Shall meet up with u for a meal someday.

* j o y left her prints @ 2:15 PM