I was damn pissed initially. Was it just me? I really don't know. 3 years in a row i was asked to get a cake for myself? Hello? I'm the birthday girl, so what if you are going to return me the money later. On my 20th, my mum did that to me. 21st, I get my own cake because I'm celebrating. I did all the preparation and stuff, no complains. 22nd, my dad just send me a msg to ask me 2 get a cake today as my mum will be leaving to KL tomorrow. Have i forgotten any of your birthdays? Everyone's birthday we get to hav a meal outside, this time none. Was it because i'm big enough to get my birthday cake and i look the most "chin chai" person at home and that probably shows that i don't care?

I was so damn pissed off till my tears started rolling... I was like...wat?! After amore, i control myself and went home. Decided to just cool myself down and have a proper dinner at home. Guess what, my parents started quarrelling. Didn't want to meet my friends for supper initially, but i was so irritated that i need some fresh air. Met hongyi for coffee since others can't make it. Was feeling better after taking a break from home.

Thank God i didn't really vent my angers at home. I feel guilty too for leaving home just like that. In the end, we didn't celebrate. Mum bought me a perfume. So nice of her. But i cannot blame the quarrels, just that it falls on the day that they shld be celebrating for me. Forget it.

Hope things will be better tomorrow. Meeting yee for another round of NB aerobics tomorrow morning. Getting pretty emotional this week.. and i hate it.