* j o y k o h's

Monday, August 20, 2007



I'm quite irritated by those anonymous taggings. I mean if you have any comments, y not put your name and stop making me guess who you are. I blogged what i feel or maybe somethings i might not say, so you may not even know the real me by just reading my blog.

well, enough of that...

I had a great time in church today though i only had 3 hours of sleep. The conviction was so strong. I'm really glad i've renewed my convictions and stop compromising. Pastor Marion is right. If you do not have God kind of convictions, you should ask God to help you.

I had convictions to attend all church services and cell groups as and when i can. I'll push away all appointments on wed, fri and sun just to honour God. I had conviction not to drink and club. But, i've broken that part of my conviction as i've been to clubs a few times but still staying strong on drinking.

I was brought to tears at the alter call. The times when i give in to my convictions. How i find excuses not to go church on days when i really dun feel like or wanna have a break. Will God give up on me on certain days when he wants to have a break? I guess going church on days when you have nothing to do issn't honouring. Honour Him means choosing to attend services though you have appointments, dates or even times when you just feel its a dread to go, especially for me since i stay so far.

I thank God for providing a car. I can go anywhere i like and going to church becomes much easier. It becomes a blessings to all my friends too and it make it easier for me to bring them to church. Every blessing has its own reason issn't?

Attended Kelvin's birthday celebration last night. Mixed feelings and many queries in my mind. That "sight" will just be embedded in my heart. No questions asked.

Overall, everyone enjoyed themselves. And i enjoyed laughing.


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