Something has been holding me back and things are no longer the same anymore. There's a danger in having a close friend that you really care for so much. Thats a reason why I've stop having close friends. But it jus turns out so naturally that somehow when we are so close, things get sour very easily. And i get pissed off very easily too.

I care and i worried. But the life is not mine. To refrain from getting things heated up, i decided to leave her alone and let her sort out her mind and think what is best for her. I've spoken what i need to say. But somehow i'm still very concern. I hate it when i feel this way. But there is nothing i can do because she is my friend.

No names mention but i do hope she know its her. I love you though you can be stubborn in your own ways. I love you though you may sometimes pissed me off. I love you though you gave me hopes and trash it down after awhile. I love you still no matter what because you are my friend, a friend whom i cherish alot.

I'll still be praying for you and hope one day you will return.

* j o y left her prints @ 1:08 AM