Have been very busy the past few days. Investment projects have been driving all of us crazy. Stayed up for 2 nights jus for this projects. Haven been sleeping well, i guess its because of the sudden change of my sleeping habits. But thank God its over now. All projects are over. Now i'll just slowly blend myself in to the "study-mood".

Went for night class last night though i'm very tired. Yet, i feel like going out. Sort of in a PMS mood. Couldn't pay attention in class. Didn't want to join the others at punggol. Was deciding to go home when hongyi msg me. Well, since i've got nothing to do, i went to hav supper.

Was sort of down last night. Don't know why. Don't know what is bothering me. I think its everything. Usually i would jus pour out to hongyi, but i jus couldn't bring myself to say out what i'm really thinking. Met carine outside zouk. Chat for awhile and i decided to go home.

I miss HOF. Though i still attend sunday service, but somehow i miss going HOF. Its wierd not going church on fridays. And i really miss having someone giving me a "pat" on my head, a hug and i miss making someone laugh. Most importantly, i miss my genuine smile. Perhaps my decision is right. Perhaps this decision will change my life.

我已近没在想了，因为我已经惜身了我的希望，来换取他的希望。

* j o y left her prints @ 12:25 AM