It is only when you are stretched, your faith will be tested.

I just don't know why all these things will become so complicated. The fact that we love one another so much, yet refuse to give in their ways. I've been stretched, stretched to the very extend but what about her? She is suffering 10 times more than me. Faced with the discouragement from her soul mate, bad and hurting words shooting her on and off yet still show her concern and care towards this family. Being afraid of affecting her children, she choose to keep things to herself, cry out to the Lord for mercy and grace. Still giving her best in whatever she do, be it for the sake of the company or for the family. I pray for the Lord's comfort to be upon her, always.

Sometimes i jus miss doyle. Not literally miss him, but miss having someone close whom i can relate to and backing me up with prayers. I have close friends outside, but sometimes they just don't understand. What i can do is just throw all complaints and hopefully after that i will feel better. Well, many a times, its not the case.

It have become so difficult to handle. Its not the matter or whether u will be doing your best or not, but its whether you have the support. Like what she always says, work is easy but handling people is alot more difficult. Especially to your own family members.

The past 1 week is the worse 1 week i've ever worked. I've drained out so much and it hurts not to be appreciated. I know exactly how it feels and i hate it. Thought i would have to work during the weekend but God is good. He allows some rest time for me.

Met the guys for dinner on monday to celebrate kevin's birthday. Now when everybody starts working, its difficult to meet up already.

Took this outside topshop. Left expo earlier than i've expected and went to the office to pick my brother up. I would say during this point of time, my mum and I were consoled by my brother's sensible self and at least i've seen improvements. *smile*. Was deciding whether to meet my uni friends for supper, meet hongyi for movie or join jaecia they all. Decided to meet jaecia and wenjie first..

After much consideration, i've decided to join jaecia, wenjie and kelvin for the night. Overall it was fun, looking at how "open" the ang mos can be, playing games, chit chatting. Left around 3 plus. Not enough sleep, and i am like half awake blogging. I'm glad i join them. Because i know this coming week will be a tough week.