Sometimes i wonder, if i do not have God, what would i become now? I'm afraid when at times, things jus falls nicely into place. Because i'm actually expecting something bad to happen soon.

I've learned. I've learned not to take sides, not to let it bother me, but i'm still human. I do have feelings. Many times when im disturb, God is my only strength. I'm tired of looking for people to accompany me, to listen to my complaints and my sufferings. Because all these are jus random people and i don't want them to know.

I won't give up. I won't give up to be a happy and joyful person. Even though all these might not be in control, but i'm sure God will intervene. I will work hard, I am not named JOY for nothing.

* j o y left her prints @ 12:00 PM