Then comes december. Church camp was great and came just in time. I needed a break and the few days was enough for a longer journey. The speaker was good and i came back so much more refresh. Soon was the thailand trip with my family and it was quality time spent with my family. The shopping was good but i wasn't emotionally stable then. However, i must say i enjoyed. Christmas eve wasn't fantastic with all the butterflies in my stomach. Yet, i appreciate the people i spent with. I had a bad day on boxing day, a really bad one. But then again, i thank God for hongyi, for insisting in meeting me, for consoling me. And yes, i'm off to malaysia again the next day with my brother. This time it was different. Because the last trip, I had someone to message, someone to shop for. Its difficult to stop thinking... but i force myself too. I am always very blessed when i'm there as i'll visit one of my aunt who is diagnosed with cancer. She is always an encouragement to me and my mum. She was saved 2 years ago when she knew she was in her 2nd stage of cancer. She went through all the treatments thinking that the cancerous cells were destroyed but recently got her relapse. Though she was heart broken upon hearing the news, she still continue to have faith and believe in Jesus. She don't look sick at all and now she is a counsellor to many. She herself is a testimony and I'm proud of her. She is in her mid 30s, not married yet she is strong. I'll just continue to pray for God's healing to be upon her.

I came back few days before new year eve. It was somehow decided that i'm going to spend my eve with random people. Contacted alvin and he has some house party, Hongyi too. And last minute, mayfen and I decided to meet. Yup and i no need to repeat myself what happen on new year eve. I realise i am getting older now. 1 late night can actually bring me down for 3 days. I was stoning at work on 2 & 3 jan. It was like a hangover (ya right even though i did not drink). Tingchun agree with me (ya right and he is like 2 years older than me).

I know its scary and it does scare the whole out of me. I'm 23 this year!!!!!! And hongyi was telling me something very funny. He is in his mid 20s already. haha..i just burst out into laughter. Ya, so those who are 1983 babies, please be reminded that you are in your mid 20s. ArgHz!

Went holland last nite after hof with mayfen and we saw carine at coffee bean, rachel and sherrie and their boyfriends at wala. Its kind of wierd as it was my first time there but i'm really glad to see sherrie and rachel there. The band was good and i promise to be back there for UNEXPECTED.

Well, thats all for tonight.. Cannot believe that i'm home alone. Guess i'll need to pack my room and my cupboard and prepare myself for the new semester. Feeling excited..