Just got back last night and was rushed home to change and prepare myself for keith's birthday celebration. I skipped dinner as i will be super late if i join my parents for dinner. Well, reached there ard 10pm. It was at plush bar, though nothing special but heard it was new. Some of the customers there can really sing, and saw 1 project superstar contestant there. The queue for the songs were real long. It was only when we're about to leave then the songs were played. Quite an enjoyable night.. However... well, took some photos. Others were at jaecia's and huizhen's camera.

Its crazy to have serious talks last night at the bar. I had a good talk with huizhen last night (though we're not very close). Its amazing that she can talk to me as she was quite high before that. Guess she have been through as she is 2 years older than me. Its true once you get older, your mind, your mentality will change. Its quite cute for her to tell me to find someone 5-6 years older than me and kept asking me whether i have someone in mind. We were talking about responsibility. Once a decision has been made, your responsiblity for that decision comes in. Though you might regret in a later date, but its your responsibility to fulfill it. Issn't very true?

I was sitting in church today when this came to my mind. Its stupid though for me to say this, but i think the most influential tool to our decision is our heart. Your heart always influence your decision. Though I've told myself, "yes, you have to do this do that", but ultimately when your heart weavers, your decision will be affected. Therefore i always believing in giving your heart to God so that He will guide us to the right direction. However, effort has to be made. Definately. I've seen the problems of young married couples and sometimes i thank God for the situation i'm in, at least i'm still single.

It takes two hands to clap. I am willing to allow God to guide my weary heart and i'm sure if i'm willing, God will help me. In another case, if i'm not willing, there will not be any outcome.

Decision made. Heartache. But my heart ain't listening.

* j o y left her prints @ 8:40 PM