* j o y k o h's

Monday, February 11, 2008



Happy Birthday Teck & Con



Life is like a drama.

I thought i am living in reality, in fact i was deceiving myself.

I never thought this could happen even though i knew its coming.

Hongyi said "You should be expecting it." Yes and no.

Cindiie said "Its more hurting to know that he loves you, but doesn't love you enough to be with you." Not spoken. Probably.

Worse CNY ever.

It took me 5 days to lose 3 kgs. Amazing.

Cheated, anger and pain.

Yet, i did not cry.

5 years. And now a stranger.

Chapter closed.

Thank you hongyi for listening that night, for the walk on cny eve and that warm hug.

Thank you cindiie for the sharing and your time, for the company and your ears. I jus want to say i love you babe.

Thank you alvin for consoling me even though you are facing a similar situation.

I don't need explanation or apology.
All i need is time.


* j o y left her prints @ 9:53 PM