Exams have been drawing everyone away from their friends, but draw the usual study group closer. I've not seen the UOL people for quite some time. Cindiie! i miss you! The usual study group have been meeting everyday. I see con, yiwei and hongyi everyday! Yet.. we still have so much to talk. Never fail to have supper b4 we leave home.

Tired as i am. Yet, my heart is still as fragile. It issn't easy to concentrate on my studies when people around me are affecting me time and time again. Was emotionally affected twice today. Yes, i may have accepted the truth, yet i still feel uncomfortable. I didn't want to do certain measures to refraining me from knowing anything, yet i don't want to have fluctuation emotions.

My dad will call me all of a sudden and said things to irritate me. Sometimes i wonder, do all eldest child suffer? Whatever shit will come to me first. Haiz... I really need a break after the exams.

* j o y left her prints @ 5:46 AM