事情也过了一短时间。我不能说我已经完全放下，但渐渐的开始面对现实，说服我自己“这段爱情以不属于我，不可能回来了。”

theory is not equal to practical. 过的了想法那关，但过不了心理那关。心还是会痛，觉得很可惜。说没未来，但未来也不是完全的在我们手里。nothing is impossible with God. 简单的说，爱情已经淡了。我不可否认这个事实，也只能接受。

爱情真的那么脆弱吗？在一起久了感情真的会淡吗？有一点恐惧，有那么一点怕。现在的我真的已经适应我的生活了吗？也许吧。

Last project. After this i'll be studying for my exams already. One semester has ended and the next and the last will come (hopefully). I still enjoy studying, but i know reality is reality. I'll still need to go out to work. Some say old, some say mature, but we're all stepping into the working world. But before working, i'll give myself a break. A full 3 weeks (hopefully) of holiday. I just need to leave for awhile.. a rest.. to have some fun...or probably a last gathering before we go onto our separate ways. Quite excited though...

* j o y left her prints @ 12:26 PM