Another long day. Something happened that make me feel so bad that i refuse to see or hear anything. I sounded alright while talking to jaecia. I sounded happy while talking to xiaoli discussing about this friday. But i was "chui" while talking to my mum after the 9pm show.

I didn't really planning to go out..but i just wouldn't want to stay at home. I was even "chui" when i met hongyi for supper. Couldn't control my tears... I was talking to ruth online when i told her i wanna depend on God more than anyone else. I did...i prayed. I didn't just picked up the phone & call someone else to talk abt it. I'm glad i did. And i'm glad i had such a friend.

Last minute decision. KL tomorrow. 1 night. Miss BB on thursday. Ktv on friday.

* j o y left her prints @ 4:12 AM