Sunday, October 19, 2008
Never depend on your past anointing for the present battle
Learned something new today. Sometimes i feel guilty for not paying attention during service. No matter how much i wanted to bring my attention back, my mind just drift off somehow. But i'm glad i caught this today. =) We christians always have someone out there to fall back on, our heavenly father, Jesus Christ. Many times, we prayed and wants God to answer our prayers fast. we want God to be consistent to answering our prayers, but have we been consistent towards God? So what if in the past i did many things for God, so what if i'm a leader? I am at the same position now as the unbelievers if i choose to leave church and be on my own.
So what if you claim that you still believes in God. Whats the big deal of just believing and not wanting to go to church. No sacrifice, no renewal. If we stands the same chance of going to heaven, then i might as well live my life just like anyone else and just tell the whole world i believe in Jesus Christ. why do i need to force myself to wake up early on a sunday and don't allow myself to slack and give excuses for not going church, right?
well, have been studying the past few weeks. Its getting boring. A few things happen over the weeks. Had some problems with the taiwan group, but i'm glad its solved. Celebrated huizhen's bday last night. Haven meet the whole group for very long. I do miss the fun i always had with them. Hehe... most of us had fun play darts last night. At least its better than seeing them drink.. =)
Going through some emotions recently. Getting quite impatient and unhappy about certain things. Don't know if its just me being sensitive or what.. Sometimes i wonder if i don't see things so seriously, probably i won't feel that way.
Went to the Barclay's interview. Its my first interview and i'm quite excited about it. However, i think i did badly. I was so nervous and was not offered the job on the spot. Guess i'll not get it. Which means....no extra income for my taiwan trip.
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