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I'm in vietnam now!! have been sick for the past few days. I think almost a week already. Argh... I feel like getting rid of my nose. Can't stand it...

Well... the stay here is quite good. Its a break for me from the busy city. I appreciate the breaks...but it can be tiring though...haha..

Received a message from jiahui and lingyang just now when i on my phone. My heart just sank.. just like jiahui says, his face still flashes now and then in our minds when we visited him in the airport. I'm feel very bad that i couldn't attend the funeral as i'm in vietnam. I feel pain and sad for kevin. I hope things will be fine for him soon. I know alot of his friends will lend him the support that he needs. As for me, I'll pray for him, for speedy recovery...

Was kind of emo. Was in the hotel these 2 days, resting. Took some medication and i'm feeling ermz...abit better. abit only. A sudden thought of my past while i was lying on the bed, trying to sleep. Saw jay chou's interview yesturday as he was talking about his new song. Yes, the song that i've put up a few posts ago. Alot of emotions, alot of thoughts. Of course i know i shouldn't let this dwell in me. But its still painful to think of that...

and NOW my best friend is attached. Of course i'm happy for him. It also means i have to get use to him having a gf.. Reminds me of how doyle was attached in the past.. Haha.... And of course, mistakes won't repeat itself. =p Not everyone know what i mean.... but those close ones will know...haha....

Alright.. i'm actually looking forward to monday, to be back in singapore. Nothing feels better than home. My bed, my space and etc. Will do some last min shopping on tuesday and meeting weiyuan for lunch if everything falls into place. Hope to meet up with kevin too...but i guess he will be too busy settling his stuff and studying for exams. Well....i wish the best for him... May God heal his wounds and bless his family.

* j o y left her prints @ 12:08 AM