Got the disc from alvin just 2 days ago. I love this song. Ya ya...i know its an emo song. But i just love it. Its kinda sad when u really listen carefully to the lyrics. =)
Finally let it out. No more misunderstandings and awkwardness (i hope). Its really encouraging to know that you are important isn't? Probably thats all you need to do to make one feel good, even after all the shit.
Yesturday, pastor Chui was sharing about encouragement. Its not about how God can encourage you, but more of how can u be an encouragement to someone else. While i was at the alter call, names just flashed across my head. Its easy to encourage when things are smooth or when the other party is in a worse state than you, but its really difficult to be an encouragement to someone when it doesn't benefit you at all, and probably by encouraging, you'll lose something important. Probably to some people, its pride. I cried so hard during the alter call, remembering all the occasions where i've been nasty to people around me, or i did not grasp the opportunity to be an encouragement and impact people's life. I really want to be someone to be used by God. I want to learn how to love generously. I did not hesitate to send out messages to people whom i think needs encouragement. Though some i still pull back, i hope one day i can really pluck up courage to send out those messages.
