i got to wake up in 4 hrs time and i'm still here blogging. Well.. In fact, i went to bed at 11 plus and after an hour, i woke up. Not sure why, but i woke up with all sorts of thoughts in my mind. After an hour of entertaining those thoughts, i decided to go online. And the 1st thing that came into my mind was Evangel's website.

As it is a new year, the new website was launched but i've yet to visit it. As i started reading the blogs of pastor dale and also the members in church, i realised i made the right decision. Pastor Dale blogged about disappointments.. Exactly what i'm feeling right now.

I guess everybody faced difference phrases of disappointments. When the other party fail to deliver things he/she promised or fail to keep up to your expectations. But i know... no matter what, i have a God who never fails. EVERYONE can...but GOD won't.

It is very encouraging reading the post. And ya...another thing. I had a great time in church today. It is so wonderful to be ready and have enough sleep the day b4 service. I sat there, drinking the word of God with such peace in my heart. Pastor bringing out the phrases in the bible that i just read the night before and its so fresh in my mind. The feeling is awsome.

There is this great urge to spill everything out... but i don't want to. Because i know it will be quite awful. And part of me feel it is useless... So...Just let it be..

But...i'm fine. Definately..

First day of work tomorrow. May God grant me the wisdom and strength throughout the day. =)

* j o y left her prints @ 2:26 AM