Last night was quite a wierd but happening night. Initially it was xiaoli & me only. But i saw many people whom i don't expect to see. Many things happened.. Shocked? Yes. Scared? Yes. But Fun? Also Yes.

Manage to catch up with jiayi as she was also there last night. Then met wenjie & friends also, and we decided to join them. My eyes almost pop out towards the end as i was really tired. Being the sober one, as usually, i am responsible to take care of everybody & make sure things are alright.

Some photos....

I remembering saying most of my female friends around me, or should i say all, are attached (except for a FEW). Complaining about having companies to go out with, therefore i'm much closer to the guys. But now, most of my guy friends are attached (those that i'm closer to).

I was quite sad with the fact that most of them are attached. Not that i'm not happy for them, but probably i have lesser people to hang out with. People do get busy once they have gfs ya??

Today's message was perfect. It make me realised how i should expect things and how i should give generously, without expecting any thing in return.

All along, i willingly give/sacrifice/help people around me, be it in their school work, giving them a lift to somewhere, giving them a treat, showering my care & concern. But deep within me, i'm hoping for some return... or maybe at least some appreciation. I was feeling quite emo recently because i feel disappointed, not appreciated. Many small things that happened caused me to wonder if i should stop doing all these. Being nice to people whom are nice to you issn't difficult, but being nice to people whom don't even give a damn or people who just take all these for granted is way too much for me. It sucks actually.



* j o y left her prints @ 3:35 PM