Was reading blogs of some friends earlier on and it brought some thoughts that i would like to share. Quite random...but ya bear with me alright?

I was looking at the pictures of some of my classmates. I miss them.. We (sandy & me) didn't turn up for some gatherings... hmmm...i guess we weren't comfortable if either one of us couldn't make it. But i do hope we still have the opportunities... It will be good to catch up with all of them.... just like how i did with my poly friends.

Sometimes i may be irritated with my parents....for the discomfort and pressure they give me. The never ending quarrels due to work or even little things at home do make me "hate" them sometimes. But i still thank God for preserving their relationship. Not easy to be in a marriage for so many years... especially when both think differently... But bad things always come to an end. Remembering the nights i was at my playground praying & crying... the time when i just walked out of the office crying... the times when i had to console my mum, at the same time crying... the times i had to be the strong 1 at home making sure that things are ok. Now, i did not ask or talk about their business.. mainly because it will just make me feel so burdened and helpless. Be it good or bad, i don't want to interfere. I somehow sounded to them that i don't wanna take over... too much for me i guess.. I just hope to get a job and live a normal life. A normal happy life.

ok..enough of heavy matters.

Had great time with yy & xl at kbox this afternoon. They took leave for our batam trip, but was posponed. We sang and dance...haha... But i think we didn't sing enough! We'll definately sing again soon....yes girls?!

Watched 2 movies in a row... Thanks ah for that horror show...

Tired...time 2 sleep.

* j o y left her prints @ 4:52 AM