Just came back. Feeling kinda emo.... Can't really describe in exact words.

The visitation was quite weird. But i'm glad i went. I just want to show support. The moment i step into the ward, i saw the familiar faces looking at my direction, i just wanted to cry so badly. I don't know why. i miss them...... alot........ I should say he just puts up a very brave front infront of us. He don't wan us to worry.. But the harder he tried, the more we feel for him. Seeing jaecia's eyes turning red made me even more emo... We can't do much but just our presence to give him support. And also the additional thing i can do is keep his dad in prayer. I really hope the twins will be alright. Its tough as both are preparing for exams and projects.... But ya...I'll uphold them in prayer. The catch up session after that was good. Too bad i didn't bring my camera. Really miss all of them. The times when we meet almost every week.. So much fun....

Had pizza hut with hongyi this afternoon.. Manage to have some good conversation with him today. I'm not sure if its because i'm very used to my life these years that cause me to feel this way or i'm just too comfortable hanging out with older guys that i could really relate to.. i duno...

I just can't help feeling emo......

* j o y left her prints @ 1:30 AM