A lot of things have been running through my mind recently. Be it the sudden changes or thinking about the future. I appreciate the amount of time i have now since i'm not working... And would try my best to spend more time with myself so that i could really think of what i should do or shouldn't do. =)

Mummy voice up that i should take over the loan for the new car once i started working. However, to me, it will be a burden especially in this economic downturn. The loan, maintenance and petrol. Seriously, i doubt i can afford. Therefore, i will be looking at a small car, preferably mummy is willing so top up some money.

Standing at the alter call with a weary heart. I don't know what my future will be like. Will my pay be sufficient to support the loan, givings to my parents, daily expenses esp with the car and church commitments. I really want to fulfill my church commitments, not only paying tithes but also to missions. I am really counting on God for a job that could fulfill all these. =)

Next week i'm going to start my revision... And also visit some car showrooms. I'm excited though... At the same time, worried. I don't really need a car actually...But due to the amt we owe the bank for my 116, we have to get a smaller car so as to pay a lesser premium every month. May the Lord guide me through..........

* j o y left her prints @ 4:22 PM