Big create ended. Finally.. After practicing for about a month, it finally has come to an end. I did not regret making this decision to help region B once again. From a G12 leader, to a G12 member.. From a Heart.Sports regular, to a HOF regular only. I have not been helping much.. because i have stepped down. I told myself, after my uni, i will continue to do my best in church. This is the 1st step i take..and i'm glad i did.

It not only helped me draw closer to God, it opens my eyes wider, to see the warmth and the sweetness of people around me once again. Yes, even before the competition, i knew my region was the weakest, and being the top 2 was definately out of the question. We practice, prayed and even on that day itself, winning was never in my mind. We were just out there to minister to the people. We did our very best... All glory to God.

Even after we sang, i was still trembling while seeing other groups performing. This was my first time performing in the Promise auditorium. It wasn't that scary when i was on the stage, but what was in my mind was "Will the audiance enjoy our performace, will our song touch their hearts?".

However, what touches me and encouraged me most was.... This little girl.

She waited for me at the entrance of the toilet. I don't know her at all. Her eyes was looking at mine. And i tot she has something to ask me. I bowed down to listen what she has to say. And she said " You sang very well". And she walked off...

She brightens up my day. When i walked out of the toilet, i saw little joy joy and her mum. She recognises me and she too say "You sang well". Well...i know i can never compare to what has been presented on the stage by other regions, but its not the matter of winning this competition, but whether u have touched the lives of other people. Many times in life, this matters most issn't? Not the results, but the process...

I enjoyed myself last night, be it on stage or on my seat watching the other performance. I'm glad too that kebin was there to support and watch me. =)



* j o y left her prints @ 11:09 PM